lehkhabuah siam zawk la, hetah chuan comment nawi deuhte a awm leh ang tih a hlauhawm deuh e… ]]>
Tunah khawi ah nge i awm? I awmna khua ah professional counseling center a awm chuan, pan thei la tih ka advise duh che. Trauma counselling leh healing counselling i tan a pawimawhin ka hria, i thratpui pawh ka ring.
]]>Rilru/ngaihdan in ang veklo na na na chu 2010 september (a hun hi ka chiang ltk tawh lo tlat) khan kan in ti tlan a.Kan in inhmangaih ve ve tho sia,net tang te,thriante trangte in theih ang2in kan in communicate zeuh2 tho boka.Aizawl ah chuan a hrehawm em mai,i hming(tea) tih hi an tam bawk sia.khawlai velah te hian miin ‘tea’ an tih hi chuan a hrehawm ka ti thei ltk a chuvang chuan phai lamah ka awm anga training te ka neih zawhah te chuan kan diklohna tam tak kan hre toh boka nupa rinawm tak ni a fa te pawh neih kan tum ve taktak tawh dawn nia te kha kan ti thrin a.Mumbai ah chuan a kal ta a,enbgemawchen a thawh hnuah Pune ah an sawn a,ka lunglen theih em vang khan kal ve kha ka dil a an lo phal ve mai bawk sia,ka dil tuk3 na velah khan ka kal nghal a(hemi tuma kolkata a flight ka miss dan hi a mak ka ti top thei lo.voi thum ka miss a,pakhat phei chu boarding pass poh ka nei vek toh!!).
ka thlen thlak chuan zan ania hotel lo hauh lawk tura ka tih angin alo hauh lawk a, hotel ch k lutuk lemlo ah hian kan thlenga,reivaklo hnuah hotel kan thlak kual nasa hle a,thla 1 chhung vel chu kan awm.tah hian an company tangin bang turin ka ti a(a chhan i hriat duh chuan fb ah ni mai se).A bang zui nghal mai a,keimah pawh khan ka zawng ve mai mai tho a a chang chuan.a company thawhna thrinte’n accomodation an pek atang chuan ka chhuah tir bok a,engemaw chen hnu ah chuan inluah tur kan hmu ta a.kan inluah hi voi3 kan thlkak nghenghe.poisa kan ren vangin.
kan in settle fel tawh tihah chuan hna chu kan zawng tran dun ta a.kei chuan ka hmu mai a, ani kha chua hmu mai lo a,post kha alo tam vakloh lai nge pawh kahhrelo.a resume ka siamsak a,hotel hrang2 ah kan pe a.parc estique, jwmarriott,taj hotel ah te hian interview nei turin an lo ko thrin a, mahse an product vel a hmuh khan a duh lo hlawm a,parc estique kha a duh tak ber vangin a kal ta a,(hei hi a hnathawhna hnuhnung hmun).
Thra tak khan kan thawk dun ve ve a,kan inngai thei hle bawka,kan awl lai nih hi chuan kan in be ngei2(over in ti em).Ka diary pakhata ka thil ziahah chuan a rilru buai deuh tran hun awm chu ngaihtuah let hian a hriat theih deuh a.aug tawp lam khan engemaw chang khan a buai leh deuh thrin emaw tih tur kha chuan awm thin a,mahse pangai tak khan a awm reng tho a,mahse kan hriatloh laiin alo zual telh2 nge mawni…a huntawp lam kha chuan kan thu dun lai te kha min zawng leh chiam mai thrin a.Kanu leh pa,aizawla awm ve ve te chu kan kawngkhar atangin an aw ka hria,”i pa in min vuakhlum a tum ania a tia.anih loh zia hriattir nan kan awmna bawr vel ka kalkual pui a,engmah awm ta hek lo chu an biru anih hi kha a ti leh mai jel a!kan landline ka phone a,ka nu ngeiin alo lak pawh khan a hmin chuang miah lo mawle!!chtiang chuan a kal chho zel chu ani deuh ber mai….ka soi thymlo ltk a in la siat duh chuan fb ah minlo zawt leh my dawn nia…sei toh em mai nuam lo!
]]>Chumi zan chuan Mumbai ah ka kal dawn i bulah ka awm peih tawh lo, mminute khat pawh ka theilo, ka luak i ti chhuak te min tia.Pangai taka a awmdan vel soipui ka tum pawh khan ka thil soi lai chuan a beng hi a hup tlat jel a,Mumbai ah thrian ka ngah tho a ka buai chuang lo ang a tia(mumbai hi a training na leh thawhna hmasa ber ania).Ka convince thei lo tih ka inhriat hnu kha chuan”ka bula i awm duh loh chuan keimah jok hi ka chhuak ang ka tia,ka thawnhnaw pawh ka keng lem lo a,wallet nen top anih ber chu.i thawmhnaw hi la rawh a tia a thlep vela, nidangah ka la mai ang ka tia, a chhan chu a tuk ah chuan a zia deuh ka beisei a ni.A NA in a HREHAWM asin khatia chhuahsan kha.kan threnawm te ho hnenah pawh lo ngaichang deuh tur te pawn ka chah a.kan inluah na hmun atanga hnai berah kal ka tum a mahse khatiang lai velah khan room an lo nei hlawm si lo a a tlai tawh bok nen.Hmun hla ve deuah ka thlen phah ta a.A tuk ah kan landlord minlo ph a.Rang thei ang berin ka haw a…ka va thglena amah min hmuhtir chin atrang kha chuan KA A /MANG nghal veka.keimah kha chuan engtia thi nge,foul play a awm em tih te chu ka ngaihtuahna ah khan a lang lo hrim2.ka chhungte pawh ka hrilh har khop mai.
Khata tang khan ka khjawvel a tawp nghal ani deuh mai.Engkimah ka innghahna leh ka pangchanna ber ania.SHE WAS MY BETTER HALF.Khata tang kha chuan mihring hi ka ni pha tohlo.Ka duhthusam chu boral ve vatvat hi ani top mai.hremhmun awareness ka neih nasat vanghian ka ngam chiah thrin bawk si lo…..a sei dawn em mai…hei aia chiang inla duh leh chuan fb ah PM in kan inhrilh toh maiu dawn nia.a inthlahrun awm tran tlat. :P………..MY ANGEL TURNED TO BE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL.
Dear I LOVE YOU ]]>
We cannot undo the past. Life must go on. Look unto God. May the love of God surround you, restore your soul and give you peace and hope! I pray for you.
]]>KA LAWM E..mahse tunlai hi mak deuh in Pathian hi maw ka ngei tlat thrin a,hrehawm pawh ka ti ve tho thrin ]]>