Hmanni lawk atang khan hostel-ah ka awm a. Ka awmnaah chuan Saiha lam atanga lo kal, kei aia naupang nen hian pindan pakhatah kan awmdun a. A felin ka lakah a tha em em a, min zahder hle bawk a, a kawm pawh kan inkawm ngeih hle rëng a ni. Mahse, kar khat vel hnuah chuan a zia a dang ta deuh a.
Zing lam dar hnih/thum vela ka thanharhte hian hla ngaithla chungin tukverhah a lo dak vauh vauh thin a, zingah a tho hma thin bawk si a. A hmain chutiang chuan a awm ngai bawk si lo. Chutiang chuan zan eng emaw zah chu a awm tawh a, a harsatna ka zawhin mi chhang tha duh bawk si lo.
Zan khat chu ka muttui lai ka harh hlawl a, pawn tukverh bulah hian kekawrbul nen a lo thu a, earphone-in hla a ngaithla a; ka enthla ru reng a, chechang lek lovin a awm a, a chang leh a rawn thawchhuak leh hawk thin. A tawpah chuan ka va tho va, tihtakzetin a harsatna min hrilh turin ka ngên ta a. Hetiang hian min chhang ta a ni…
“Thianpa, nikum hmasa kumtir atangin depression ka nei tan a, a hahthlak khawp mai. Keimahin ka fight a, hneh ngei pawh ka tum a. Tichuan, a reh deuh vang vang a, tun hnaiah eng eng emaw vangin a rawn lang leh ta a, a zual ta em a nih hi.”
“Ngati nge mi hrilh vat loh aw.. Doctor i râwn vat lo nia.. Naktukah ka kalpui ang che aw..” ka ti a.
“Teuh lo mai! Doctor ka hmu duh lo. Doctor râwn ka duh lo hrim hrim. Engtin pawh mi tur lui la, ka râwn dawn chuang lo,” a ti ta bur mai.
A tihngaihna ka hre lo hle a. Kan ngawi deuh vang vang a.
“A nih leh depression i neih chhan ber eng nge aw? Eng nge i harsatna ber min hrilh la, theihtawpin ka tawngtaipui ang che. Tanpui theihna che ka neih chuan i thianpa hi ka awm reng a nia,” ka ti a.
Ani chuan mi han en vang vang a. A thaw hawk a. Heti hian mi chhang ta a.
“Ka depression intanna chu chhungkaw lampang vang a ni a, tuna a rawn lan lehna chhan chu hmangaihna (ngaihzawng) vang a ni. Kan khuaah ka nu leh pa chauh an awm a, ka nu chu nu hrisel lo leh bawksawp reng a ni a. Chutih laiin ka pa chu zu in reng mai leh ina awm ngai lo a ni. Ka nu chuan enkawltu a nei lo va, ka pa nen pawh an inhauh phah fo va. Ka pa chu inah pawh a riak mang ngai lo va, ka nu damlo chu a riahbosan a, a riahbo loh chang chuan zanrei tak takah a haw thin a. Chaw pawh inah a ei mang ngai lo. Ka nu chuan damlo chung chungin a eitur a insiam thin a. Ka zirna chhunzawm zel ka duh bawk nen. Ka rilru a hah em a ni.
“Tichuan, theihtawp ka chhuah a, ka nu leh pate tan ka tawngtai reng bawk a. Awmzia a awm bawk si lo. Tunah hmangaihna lamin min belhchhah leh ta a nih hi. Ka hmangaih chuan min ngaihsak tawk lo va, ka depression neih leh kan chhungkaw chanchin zawng zawng pawh ka hrilh vek tawh a. ‘Ka hmangaih che’ ti reng chungin puih ka ngaih lai berin ka tan a awm si lo. ‘I tan ka awm reng tih i hre lovem ni?’ a ti reng a, mahse, ka kawm duh lai berin thil dang min tihsan thin.
“Mizoram pawna hnathawka awm a ni a, zan dar 10-ah an bâng thin. Nidangah chuan an ban rualin min hrilh a, haw pahin mi rawn call a, kan inbe thin. Zing a thawh veleh a message ka hmu ziah a, hnathawka a chhuah dawn apiangin kan inbe ngei ngei thin. Mahse, tunah chuan a dang tawh.
Hman zan pawh khan a hnathawk bang chu khawhar takin ka lo nghak a, an bàn veleh message mi rawn thawn zuai a. ‘Movie kan en dawn a, dar 2-ah kan haw chauh ang. Lo mu rawh’ tih chu mi rawn thawn a. Mahse, amah kawm lo chuan ka mu thei bik si lo. Dar 2 rik hun chu ka nghak tang tang a. Chutah tak chuan ka depression nasa tak mai chu a lo langchhuak ta thin a ni. A lo haw hnuah mutchhuak tiin a muhil leh daih thin bawk si a. Ka then thei bawk si lo.
“Ka harsatna ka hrilh te hi hrilh nawn fo a ngai thin asin. He ka natna hi amah nen kan hneh thei tih ka hrechiang a, mahse, ka tan a rilru a inhawng mawlh si lo.. Ka hmangaih em em a, ka rilru zawng zawng ka pek avangin a thiltih ho të anga langah pawh ka rilru a lo na hle thin.
Mahse, chu chu ka hrilhfiah ngun tawh hle nain a hrethiam duh tlat lo va, a thinrimpui thin. Kei chu a chunga ka thinrim lai ber pawhin a tan ka tawngtai thin asin. Kei chuan tawngtaipuitu tur ka zawng ruai thin a ni. Tunah erawh chuan ‘Lalpa, min tanpui rawh’ ti bakin ka tawngtai thei tawh lo. Bible ka chhiar pawhin ka chhiar mumal thei tawh hek lo. Hmangaihtu leh ngaihsak tak taktu ka mamawh ber lai a ni asin..” a ti ngawih ngawih a.
Ka khawngaih kher mai. A mut duh loh miau avangin ka mutsan a, dar 4-a ka thanharh chuan ka bulah a lo mu reng tawh a. Mahse, hla a lo la ngaithla ngat ngat a. “Thianpa, ka tawngtaisak ang che aw..” ka ti a, a tan ka tawngtai a. Kan mu leh ta a.
A depression neih hi a sâng viau a nih ka ring. Khawlai kan chhuaha kawnga muangchanga kan kal pawhin chau tak ang hian a thaw leh hawk hawk thin a. Hma lam a melh ngar a, engmah a ngaihtuah thei lo. A chang leh hnathawk tura a chhuakte hi a lo haw leh thlawt a. ‘Engmah ka ti thei lo’ a ti rawn thlawt mai thin. A hmaa nuih a duh thin tehreng nen, a hlim hmel mai ni lo, a nui lai takngial pawh ka hmu ngai tawh lo.
Kei chuan tawngtaipui mai bak chu puih ngaihna ka hre lo. Ani hi misual.com-ah pawh hian a lo lut ve thin a, comment pawh a comment zeuh zeuh thin. He thu erawh chu keimah mimal thahnemngaihna avang liau liauva ka rawn post a ni. Misualdotcommer zingah depression nei in awm chuan a tangkai tel tho dawn bawka ka hriat avangin ka rawn inthlahrung lo.
Le, ka rawn post chhan ber ni ta chu — Ka thianpa hi damdawi han chawh teh u. Doctor râwn a duh lo tih hre bawk ila. A theih phei chuan a awlsam zawk nan a point të tëin rawn pe thei ula, a tangkaipui ka ring tlat a ni. Misualdotcommer zingah mithiam tak tak leh midangte tana inhawng reng in tam tih ka hria a, in tanpui theih ka ring e. Bible chang rawn dahin Pathian thu rawn dah teuh mah ula, awmzia a awm ka ring lo. Tin, ka thianpa hi a serious hle a, kei paw’n ka ngai serious a, he post hi a serious hle a ni tih min lo hriatsak theuh dawn nia.
Fire Department ho lah hi...
November 26th, 2011 at 10:26 pm
Phek thar hawng ang
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November 26th, 2011 at 10:46 pm
Tuaisiala: man is a social being tih hi a zir a zir, nilovin a tak a awm ngei kan nunpui reng a ni a,I post toh tho2 thova, mi pakhat chanchin i soi hian society engtik lai pawn a hne/si reng tih hriat a tha tun hnu a i thil post leh tur ah poh hre roh chu2. I tihlar emaw i tih mualpho emaw kha chu a topic in a hril thei…………..
Thil ho te anga i ngaih kha midang tan a nilo thei bok a,tin media a chak toh a internet kan hmang nasa toh bok a, ‘journalist should never become a part of the story he is covering’ an tih ang deuh idealogy hi chu neih a hun toh lo…….chuvang chuan pui emaw kan in tih lai hian kan pui lo thei bok tih hriat a tha e in awk hlum kan tam toh em hi……..
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November 26th, 2011 at 10:54 pm
A va khawngaihthlak tak ve le aw tak tak a ni ngut ang em i thil post hi te ka ti ve mai mai hahahahnoi
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November 26th, 2011 at 10:57 pm
Chutiang zawnga lo ngaih tlat tur em ni dawn le.. Nia, post leh dawnah chuan ka hre tawh ang e. Nang pawh lo hre tawh la, hetianga kan rawn post mualpho ta rau rau a nih chuan khatiang hlira comment khan kawngro a su lo va, a nih tur a ni vek tawh. Chuvang chuan thurawn leh fuihna angrengte i neih chuan chu chu thawh mai a finthlak. ‘I thianpa i timualpho’ tih ringawta comment khan awmzia a nei tawh lo. A mualpho tak tak a nih chuan keimah bawk hian ka hre hmasa ang. Khawlaia ka chhuahpuia an lo melh hrek hrek chuan keiman ka hre mai ang. Mahse, a thiante emaw, a chhungte emaw, a hmelhriatte’n emaw, ‘Depression a nei a..’ ti-a an hmuhsit zui ka ring lo. Hetiang thu post hi mualphona tur ni em em paw’n ka hre lo. A lo mualpho ta takzet a nih leh keiman mawh ka phur ngam alawm, kha kha chu ka kutah dah rawh.
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:01 pm
a van thui tawh ve
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:05 pm
Hetiang vang hi a lawm, Enghelh leh rilru hahna nei miah lo; Engthawl tak mai a ‘NUIH’ hlut zia hi ka sawi fo thin ni. Broken Family + Broken Love Life chu, ava tawrhhlelh awm dawn tak em! “Midang zawng mai rawh” han tih ngawt pawh hi, a practicable lutuk lem thin lo. Chuti ngawt a awlsamin Duhber dang neih leh mai hi a theih hauh lo. A damdawi tha ber chu, Rilru siam fel a, Pathiana tluk luh a ni a, Chuti chung pawh chuan, harsatna kha a kiang nghal duak chuang kher lo. Amaherawhchu, mahni tan a thalo zel tur lam pana kal zelna kawngah min veng thei a, A hun takah chuan, “Ka lo tifuh mang e” tih hun alo thleng mai thin a ni.
Mssionary Nula leh Tlangval meuhte pawh hi, an vuai ve hnup thei tho ania aw. Pastor pakhat pawhin a harsatna a rawn Post tawh kha.
An chhungkua leh a bialnu lama tuan a, siamfel theih mai ni sela chuan, a awlsam mai tur anih laiin, chuiang chu a theih mai bik thin lo hi a buaithlakna lai tak ni thin bawk.
Tawrh hram hram a, Rilru la thei tak thil dang a, Rilru pek san tlat chuan, HUN hian a tidam ve thei khawp bawk.
“Nangni Thawkrim leh Phurrit phur zawng zawngte u,Ka hnenah lo kal ula, keiman ka chawlhtir ang che U” tiin Lal Isuan min sawm kha; Pan nachang i hria ang u.
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:20 pm
@Tuaisiala: Ngaih a ngaih loh tur in i post miau si a lom le. A mualpho ti in kan comment reng2 hleinem, a normal zia chungchang hlir a ni kan soi, a mah ang kaltlang khi an tam mai mi pangngai, lehkha thiam sang tak2/ mi fel tak2/mi zahawm tak2 ah poh. Thil i hre chiang lova nih chuan ‘a ni e’ ti in sawi pawp thin suh psychology chungchangah phei chuan a zau nasa in behaviour leh character ringot poh hi zir sen loh a awm a nia.
Thil ziak mi i ni a, fiction hi engvanga ideal,reality nen a in hne mang lova ziak thin nge an nih tih te,personalize an tih dan te hi lo zir chiang ve chhin teh, ka thiam ve vak lova ka tui ve tho si a ka hrechiang chak ve tho a nia . Bio-graphy/news te hi chu thildang daih a ni in ka hria.
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:23 pm
Comment ka khar e haha
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:26 pm
@Pu Pk, i mail check teh aw.
@littlerascal, rawn comment ve leh duh ila i hawng leh thei em..haha
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November 26th, 2011 at 11:46 pm
@Sheldon, ka rawn chhan nghal kha aw.
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November 27th, 2011 at 12:17 am
@malsta: Ka sawi peih tawh lo. He post hi ka ngai serious ka tih tawh kha, thu danga luh phei chu ka peih lo lehzual. Depression hi theory mai ni lova practical-a i hriat hunah chuan, he post-a ka thianpa thil tawn hi i hrethiam ve mai ang. A reng reng thu-ah, ‘i thianpa hi a normal a, depression a ni lo’ tih sawi thei turin depression i lo vei ve tawh reng reng em ni? I chhanna ka nghak e.
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November 27th, 2011 at 12:34 am
Depression hi hman atang ka lo fight ve toh, a chhan engpawh nise la tawng ve lo te tan tihdan tur lo suggest ve ngot kha a fel ber lovng, a remedy a vang em, keipawh tunthleng hian ka la fight mek tho, thiante nena zin veivah te leh ka rilru thildanga hmanna a awm hian min chhawk ve, mahse mahni chauha a bik takin zan han hman hian a lokal leh thin. Midang hnenah ka sawi ngai lo, tun hi ka voikhat soi na ala ni. A ngaihna ka hre bik thlawt lo
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November 27th, 2011 at 1:17 am
@feeder: Comment-ho khi chhiar la, i hlawkpui ka va ring em! I chhiar let peih chuan chhiar vek la, a chhawk theih che ka ring khawp mai.
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November 27th, 2011 at 1:45 am
Tuaite, uluk takin kawmen zawng2 nen, thumal khat pawh hmaih lovin ka chhiar chhuak vek a, i thianpa hi nangmah i ni tih ka hria (?)
Chhungkaw boruak avangin, lungngaiin indawm kûn mah ta che…
Hmeichhe 1 avangin thinlung keh-sawmin tap mah ta che…
Bukna dik lo kan hman hian mahni inkhawngaihna, mite zingah tling lo leh tlawm bik, thiante leh bialnute lakah ngei pawh tê chem2 bik nia inhriatna, chhungkua a zawnga retheihthlak ber leh vanduai ber nia inhriatna a awm thin. Mahse, mi inchhiarzau leh hawiharh i ni a, hringnuna i inbuk thinna patla kha a rang a rangin thlak hmiah tum rawh! Tum rawh! Kei pawhin ka thei, i thei mm ang.
Chutah chuan nang aia nêp/laktlak loh, nang aia hmangaihna lama vanduai (ka first love, ka nun hlimna ber ti hiala ka sawi thin chu ka hmu lai ngeiin chhingkhual valin a mutpui tawh), nang aia chhungkaw nei chhia i hmu teuh ang. Ti chuan tuna i awmdanah, chhungkaw dinhmunah lawmna tam tak i hmu ang.
A tawp nan ENGKIM TITHEI PATHIAN I NEI, TUN HI I TAN A PAWIMAWH LEH HLUT HUN A NI. AU RAWH, A BIBO TAWP LO ANG. (Naktukah hei aia sei ka rawn kawmen leh ang.)
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November 27th, 2011 at 1:50 am
@Kawlhawk….keipawh chu chu ka comment hma atanga ka suspect a nia, amah a nih rinna hi ka lo nei ru rauh rauha, mahse ka sawi chhuak duh lem lova. Harsatna khitiang case lo nei tawh chuan an rilru kan man chak ltk…..hehe…..comment tamzawk ka chhiar lem lova a reply dan aṭang ilo chhui ni ah ka ngaia ka lo tuihnih pui mai mai che
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November 27th, 2011 at 3:46 am
“Kan mi ngainat leh hmangaihte harsatna leh natna te hrilhnawn fo ngai”….eng atan mah min lo ti lo,innghahna tlakloh a innghah tum hi a tul lo a, kalsan la..a tha ber. Chutiang mi chu an hmuingil ngailo..
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November 27th, 2011 at 3:54 am
A zual lai tanpuitu atan chuan Antidepressant a tangkai khawp. Mahse chu chu a tihdamna a ni lo. Professional Psychiatric /Spiritual counseling a mamawh ber.
ramdin777@yahoo.com ah min rawn mail la, damdawi ka lo chawh ang che.
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November 27th, 2011 at 6:17 am
nghawngkawlin buh tin thum tuktin chhek thin sela rilru hah hman lek lovin taksa kha hah sela a dam mai ang. Clinical depression hi chu ramchangkang natna a lawm. mi awm hahadam lutuk, lunggnaihna chhan tur neilo ho hian an vei nasa (&)
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November 27th, 2011 at 6:25 am
Aryan #118 avan nih duh hmel mai mai vele a hairehai LIKE LIKE
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November 27th, 2011 at 8:41 am
Tuaite, kan rawn tel ve leh lawk. Khi i thianpa chu nangmah ah an puhthlu nual a ni maw. Ka ‘thianpa’ i ti bawk a, i thianpa ang zelin sawi ang aw.
Depression leh Disorder ho reng reng hi a tak a tuartu lo chuan an hrethiam phak lo. Kan inpuang ve ang a, ka lo tuar ve hrep tawh a, mahse ka tana tha kha thianpa tan a tha ve kherlo thei na a ka rawn hriatthiamna ngawt pawh hi a tan a hlu tih ka hrechiang lutuk. Pathian zarah ka harsatna ka control chu ka ti ngam lova, ka ‘manage’ ve thei tawh e.
Psychiatrist leh Psychologist ah te ka kal, Theraphy te ka la, counselling pawh a pawimawh. Heng bah hian a zual lai chuan Anti-depressant, chutah Pathian puihna leh mahni tumruhna leh huaisenna a pawimawh khawp. Tin, kan taksa hriselna a pawimawh. Eng natna dang emaw kan neih chuan emaw, rilru hahna deuh a lo thlen chuan kan control tawh emaw kan tih pawh a rawn ‘trigger’ leh thin.
Mai mai….heting natna hi a tlanglawn lutuk tawh. A zahthlak reng reng loh. Psychiatry world hi a zau em, tih tak takah chuan tumah hi an fihlim lo tawp ang. Pawngvina, thinchhe hmingthang pawh kha psychological problem ani ngei ngei ang.
Eng natna pawh kan vei thei. Mental illness pawh natna tho a ni. Natna te i inhriatthiam sak ang u.
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November 27th, 2011 at 8:44 am
Hmm
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November 27th, 2011 at 9:44 am
E khai comment ava tam terhtuarh tawh ve..!
Tuaite, i thianpa chuan kan tuar zatve pawh ala tuar hleinem mawle !! Tuna a tawrhna kha nakinah malsawmna leh hlimna, hlawhtlinna thlen tur hmahruai a nih kha.. Ka lawmpui lawk e..
I thianpa khan ‘Pa’ takin khawvel hmachhawn rawh se.. Tumah hi rethei rengte, harsa reng turte in min siam hlei nem.. Kei pawh ka hmangaih hmasa ber chuan ka retheih, hmeithaifa ka nih avangin min kalsan a sin.. College kan kal laia harsatna harsatak avanga kan classmate te Ek kan paih laite khan tunah hian hlawhtlinna min pe.. TSA thianpa Pathian engkim ti theia hnenah i rilru in tawngtai fo rawh.. BEIDAWNNA BANG PHENAH HLAWHTLINNA a awm e..
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November 27th, 2011 at 11:05 am
Khaia tuaisiala chu a la duhtawk lo ni maw
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I judgement ang thuar tham leh i thiltih dan kalphung ang atang hi chuan , chronic poh nilo eternal (a awm phei chu ka hre lo)depression nei khop tur kan tong ang chu maw le.
I thianpa i judge dan leh chhuah dan atang khi chuan min hriat chu tum ve lo mai roh, Min hlau ang
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November 27th, 2011 at 4:56 pm
Mi(sual) ho hi midang tan in lo inhawng zau hle mai a, tha e, Depression lam pang khi chu sawi ve lo mai ila, @53 Sheldon khi Super Like khawp mai……….ka tawmpui e.
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November 28th, 2011 at 11:01 am
Another victim of broken family a ni maw!! A khawngaih thlak hle mai. Am praying for him.
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November 28th, 2011 at 1:18 pm
Aryan #118 rilru lam natna thil ania problem hrang hrang vangin a awm thei.Chutia i soi ang ngawt a awlsam chu ni mai lo ee.. I ngaihtuahna kha a mawlmang mah mah..
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