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Though I still runs away from God my Father, our Father and do not claims to be a Christian (for I run away) but because God continues to show upon me His grace and by His strength and endless forgiveness through Jesus Christ, I keep on tolerating and forgiving the people who spit around me purposefully, or those people who bite me at my back, spread rumors and conspires against me.

I pretend as if nothing had the people do upon me and hope that it would end one day,It have been more than one year, and I have been going through unusual and very hard experiences which no one would go through without God’s grace (assistance and protection) as I do by God’s endless grace.

I know, I was a drunker but it had been more than a month that I have stopped being a drunker, and still I see very unwanted attitudes and actions.

Maybe you know, I have made an apology post ‘My Apologies to God and the World,’ (a confession that most people would not do which includes sins committed by my mind) because I am being conspired against something on which God saved me many a times but do not know on what I’ve been conspired against and what I’ve done to be conspired against.
Because of such conspiracy I begin to suspect that everybody is involved.

Is the Indian government involved too?

Yes, because I am being conspired against something on which I do not know why, God my Father, our Father in Heaven had saved me thrice (as far as I know that concerns my life and normality) on the final things and days some people wanted and tried to do to me and it maybe even more.

But, I don’t know why great unwanted things were done and may still be planned to be done on me.

How can I not know why and what the matter is?

After all those things, It does not appear to be a small thing to me anymore.

Now I think, I’d have to do something more to those who bite me behind my back,

Or gossip and spread rumors about me and conspires me that made my friends leave me and if not all, most of the people I know would then have negative attitudes on me and raised their hands with the people or group who conspires against me to fulfill it.

Yes, I thought it would end after all the many unwanted things I have experienced and went through,

But never it ended.

I grow my mustache and beards but someone will tell me everyone hate your mustache, after I’ve heard from many people that I should cut.

I have cut it, but let not others misunderstand it or take it wrong again.

I did not cut it because I fear or because I am wrong.

But because my principle is that, I have to be in peace with others as far as I can,

If others can’t be in peace with me.

Anyway, I feel so better without mustache as if I am free from some burden, what an experience.

But, what story are they making behind it and behind my back, that made someone tell me that everyone hate my mustache?

I need support and advise in order to end this conspiracy against me, end the majority treatment of negativity on me so that I can live in peace.

I don’t know how some people or group labelled me so that whoever sees or know me seems to appear as if they ridicule, contempt and wanted to avoid me.

How can I not know how I was labelled, that made me lose all my friends?

If I am wrong or if I had done so wrong and if I am not being conspired, could it be hidden from me or would not people tell me what I’ve done?

How can I not know how, what and why?

Is that also called bully?

Do I say all these things because I am insane?

If someone think I am insane or try to or do spread another rumor again that I wrote these things because I am insane, it would be great if the questions below are answered:

If your child is bullied at school, would you know he is bullied?

Even if you ask the one who bullied your child, would he say, ‘Yes, I did?’

I know conspiracy is to keep the evil secret plans from the target and his near ones, and so is the main part hidden from me and my family.

If I had done so wrong would not the people I’ve done so wrong things upon them tell me or file a case against me.

Therefore, if this conspiracy is not really an evil secret plans then what would it be. That is why I say it again, how can I not know how it begins, what matter and why?

I know, ‘if a proper investigation and action are done, all the concerning people would pour the oil out of their mouth.’

I can forgive as I always did, and I also do already made my mind to forgive those who consider me as enemies or whoever is concerned, I even forgive them in advance but the conspiracy against me should be ended.

Whether I am the one who have done very wrong things upon others with or without my knowledge, I am willing and ready to make compromise and peace with a good and honest heart.

As a man who can forgive, I hope my problems end from here so that I need not do any further things. But, if things continue to be not as I hope I’d have to move on so that I can continue to write my books (which I think it would benefit and take the world to new age) without disturbance.

Therefore, what I can do now is welcome what and how others think or hears about me, what problem others have with me and also anything that others want to tell me in any case.

Fear not, I will stand by you, if God will, with His endless power.

Truth must triumph over false, as was, is and will it be. So, please feel free to forward them on my mail scr.im (click please) or azmais@yahoo.com or call me at +91 9873733462.

I really do need supports and advises to end the conspiracy against me and the negative treatment on me so that I can live freely and comfortably without any unnecessary disturbance and distraction.
Thoughts for the day.

#   A fool chose to follow and live with falsehood,

But, a greater fool is slavened by falsehood, because he did not know what he accept, follow and live with is falsehood.

##   One tree is worth more than thousands of wooden house.

###   Do not believe whatever you hear or that enters into your ears,

But prove it or else it  will make you as it’s slave.

Regardless of truth or false, do not be a slave of it,

For, it should be upon choice that one should follow and live with it.

####   Differences is not insanity.

#####   When the appointed of God walk on earth, Satan conspires against the appointed.

When a wiseman passes before the fools, the fools mocks at the wiseman.

######   Jealousy is a desire for other’s deprivation.

#######   If there is no God, there is no human beings.

If there is no power, what is power?

########   Love does not ignore differences.

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