HUAISENNA

September 18th, 2014 1:46 pm by BigDaddy Hmahmatea

Khawvel ah hian mi huaisen te hi an hlu. Huaisenna hi a hlu bawk. Mi huaisen te avangin khawvel hi a lo danglam thin a. Huaisenna hian hlawhtlinna a thlen bawk thin. Huaisenna kawng erawh a inang vek awm love.

Huaisenna hi kawng hrang hrang a awm ve hrim hrim a. Mi thenkhat nula laka huaisen tak an awm laiin thenkhat erawh chu mihrang-sahrang hma a huaisen tak mahse nula bula ti(r) leh dui si te a awm theih a. Dawtsawi kanwga huaisen tak, thudik tanngam leh der si lo a awm theih laiin thudik a huaisen tak dawt sawi atana hman tlak leh der si loh te pawh a awm theih ve tho mai a. Thilsual ti tura huaisen tak mahni nuna pawh thap ngam an awm laiin, thilsual ti tura huaisen tak, thiltha mahni tan pawh a hamthatna tur pawh a ke pen leh hleithei der si lo te pawh a lo awm ve theih tho mai. Chutiang huaisenna kawng hrang hrang a awm ang bawkin huaisen dan pawh kawng hrang hrang a awm thei awm e.

Kan thian pakhat a hming chu sawi lo mai ila, hmeichhe laka huaisen deuh mai hi a awm a. Vawikhat chu nula i rim ang u a ti a, kan thian zaho chuan kan zui ve ta a. Alo hmelhriat sa leh a lo rim fo tawh min rimpui dawn emaw tih nak alaiin kan len tumna te in kan thlen hma chuan an inbula dawr te ah chuan kan nula rim tur chu a hming an zawt chawt mai a. Kan rim ber lah chu kohhran leh kahwtlang a inhmang zet mai hi a lo ni a, an inah chuan KTP in hla an zir dawn lo niin. Keini in kan hre si lova rei pawh kan len hma chuan hlazir tur chu an lo lut kawm ta mai a. Keini ho inthlahrung chuan chhuah leh mai kan tum nak alai chuan kan thiana ber chuan an tawngkam tha umin telve nghal an rawt pek a, keinni a lenpui tu te ber in kan hawsan daih a rem si lova, kan in sawm ngail hnu ah kan hawsan ta hram a, kan vawikhat lenna a ni bawk si, ani kan thiana chu an hla zirna ah chuan a lo tel ve ta nghal a ni awm a. Kei khatiang tur kha chuan ka huaisenna in a tlin ve ngang lo ani. Huaisenna nge zahtheihlohna nge zah loh theihna a nih pawh ka hre thiam nek love. Zahtheihlohna te pawh hi huaisenna chikhat chu a ni ve tho mai. Ka hriat pakhat erawh chu insual leh intihbuai nikhua a huaisen zet mai mahni mipat pui chu tummah hlauh nei mang lo mahse hmeichhe bulah chuan dang awk chawp chilh nghal mai ani leh ang lawi a. Tin, thenkhat erawh chu ral hma a huaisen tak, mahni nupui te hmaa ti(r) leh dui si te an lo awm ve bawk thin reng a ni.

Tunlai phei hi chuan ral hma, mihrang-sahrang hma a huaisenna lantirna tur a awm tawh meuh lova, hetiang kawnga huaisen pawh hi an thawm hriattur a avang ta khawp mai. Amaherawhchu kawng dang dang a huaisem tam tak kan ram ah hian an lo kat nawk tho mai. Pathian thu ah pawh chanchintha hrilna kawng a huaisen tak tak an lo tam mai. Ramthim a mahni nunna thapa ke pen ngam mi tam tak awm mek te hi an huaisen kan ti lo thei lo ang. Tin, ram leh hnam tanna lu chhum ban chhum huam a, mahni nunna thapa ke pen ngam te pawh hi khawvel ngaih ah pawh huaisen an tling kawp mai. Hetiang lama huaisenna te hi huaisenna dik, huaisenna tha leh chhenfakawm a ni ka ti thei awm e. Kawng lehlamah chuan ram leh hnam hminga hniak phawi miah lova dawt sawi ngam, mahni hnam pui te chanai leh hamthatna tur pawh ei ru zo ngam mi tam tak kan politician te zingah pawh an kat ta nuk mai. Hetiang mite huaisenna leh huaisendan hi zawng huaisenna kawng khat chu ani ngei mai, mahse a ziktluaak meuh ang em?. Midang te tanna hnawksak rana an mahini tanghma haina kawnga mi huaisen te huaisenna hi zawngin nget hun, mualpho hun a nei chawk thin a ni.

Engkawngah pawh hian mihuaisen chi hi chu an lo piang chhuak ve hrim hrim mai hi a lo ni a. Tin, mihring te hian kan hlauhna hi mahni tumruhna atangin kan hnehin keimahni hi mi huaisen ah kan insiam chawp thei bawk tih hi kan hriat atha awm e. Thlahtu te angtanga mi huaisen thlah an awm laiin. Mahni tuma vanga a tul huna huaisen chawp thei mai mi pawh awm a ni ve bawk. Huaisenna rau rau ah pawh hian a tangkai zawnga huaisen te hi a awm ve hrim hrim a. Tun hma kan pi leh pute hun lai a an huaisenna te pawh kha chhut chian ngai tak tak a tam ve mai. Thlirna tlang dang atanga thlir chuan Zawlbuk rel zawh a a tawp thleng zawh tawh pen khat han pen leh hram te kha chu huaisen thlak viau nain a atthlak lam deuh lo maw aw ka ti ve thin. Kan mi huaisen hmingthang pakhat in a, vai lian, silai nei tha bawk si, a kah a han kah hneh chi rual loh, beidawnga midang pawhina an hawsan a thianpa nen chuah a hmawnraw tha pawh nei lova an han thiah chilh thak mai te kha, ram leh hnam chhan in an huaisen a,an ngaihsanawm a, a hlut pawh a hlu viau nain an thil tih kha a tangkai em, a finthlak ber em tih te pawh hi ngaihtuah ngun a ngai hle in ka hria. Chuavangin huaisenna pawh hi finna tello chuan tangkaina a nei tehchian thin lo.

Mihring te hi harsatna han tawh hi chuan beidawnna ruamah hian tluk luh hi alo awl kahwp mai a. Hei vang tak hian ani lawm ni mi tam tak pawh an mahni an lo intih hlum thin. Beidawng duh hauh lova harsatna su ngam te hi mi huaisen hlawhtling tlak te chu an lo ni. Harsatna han tawh tak tak hi chuan huaisen hi a lo har nangiang lah tak a. Patling lu an hai map mai hunah hi chuan bei hi a dawng rum rum mai thin a lo ni. Harsatna hi kawng hrang hrang, eizawnna kawng ah te, mihring nunah te leh hmangaihna kawng ah te leh kawng dang tam tak ah hian mitin hian kan tawk theuh thin a. Kawng hrang hrang a harsatna tawh chu hmachhawn turin huaisenna kan lo tlachham ta thin a. Chutiang anga huaisenna kan tlakchham tawh chuan kan harsatna tawh kan min lo eiral ta hret hret thin a lo ni.

Harsatna han tawh hian mi huaisen te hi chuan beidawng mai lovin an harsatna tawh chu eng kawngah pawh ni sela hneh ngei an tum thin. Chuting anga beidawng mai lova, mahni harsatna tawn ang ang bei let tang tang mi te chuan a tawpah chuan hlawhtlinna an lo hmu thin a lo ni. Beiseina engnmah a awm tawh lo anga a lan hun pawha beidawng mai lova mahni hma a harsatna awm su ngam te tluka mi hauisen hi khawvelah hian an awm leh tawh chuang awm love. Ram leh hnam enkawl leh kaihhruaina kawngah te, Pathian thu hrilna kawng ah te, eizawnna leh inchhung khurah te nula tlangval in hmangaihna kawngah te leh khawtlang nunah te harsatna in mi a tlakbuak a beisei tur engmah a awm tawh lo anga a lan hnu pawh a beidawng mai lova huaisen taka bei hram hram tu te hian a tawpah chuan hnehna lallukhum chu an khum thin. Mi tumruh leh huaisen tan lo chuan he hnehna nun hi a neih ve theih loh. Chutah tak chuan a ni painpui huaisenna nei lo mi te leh beisei tur engmah nei tawh lo nia in hriate pawh in a huaisenna an niah lo pawimawh takna chu. Chu chu a lawm Sap hla pakhat in
“And then a hero comes along,
With a strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside
And you khow you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone
Just look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you”… alo tih tak ni.

Ka tawngkam thiam leh vun ngo tawng thiam in a let chhuak zo lo (Sangzuala pa ka ngai hle mai) chuvangin let hnawk kual lo mai ang. Beidawnna khura tlu lut lova, huaisenna nen a mahni harsatna su tur chuan keimahni hi kan lo pawimawh ber mai a lo ni. Kan beidawnna te kan hlauhna te dah bo thei tu chu keimahni vek hi kan ni tlat. Chumi ti thei tur chuan harsatna eng pawh kan nun ah hian lo tawk ila beiseina nei ngam tur tal hi chuan kan huaisen a ngai tlat. Chu chu mihring kan nih hlutna a lo ni. Ransa te zawngin beiseina an neih kan hre ve ngai lo. Chuvangnin beiseina kan neih chhung chuan beidawnna khurah kan tlu lut ngai dawn lova. Kan harsatna tawh a beiseina kan neih a kan beidawn loh phawt chuan eng pawh tak ila hlawhtlin hun kan nei ngei ang. Chuvangin beiseina nei ngamlo khawpa mi dawihzep chu mihring kan nih chhung chuan i ni lo hram ang u tih hi ka mihringpui te hnenah ka han chah duh a. Engamah hian lung ngai lo ila. Khawchhia a awm chuan khawtha pawh a lo awm dawn a. Zan a awm chuan zing khua pawh a lo la var ve dawn a, thlipui pawh in han hun a nei a, hengthil kan tawh reng reng te hi hring nun kalphungag hian pangngai reng a lo ni tih hria in lungnhaih ni a awm chuan hlim ni pawh a lo la in her chhuak ve ngei dawn tih beisei chungin kan nu khua hi huaisen takin i hmachhawn theuh teh ang u. Mihring kan nih hi.

Chuvangin keima mimal nun ngeiah pawh he huaisenna nun hian ani kum 24 chuang ruihhlo leh sual bawih a ka tang beiseina nei a min chhuah tir a, a tun dinhmunah hian min hlangkaitu chu. He nun hmachhuan vek hian a ni ka natna leh harsatna tawh pawh hi ka hmachhawn a, hlim leh lungawi taka ka hun te ka hman theih nachhan chu….. I nuna harsatna, natna, retheihna, rilrunatna, buaina leh mihringte chunga thleng thei chi thil thalo tinreng lo thleng thin lo hmachhawn tur khan i huaisen ve tawk em? I rinna kawngah i huaisen tawk em? I ram leh hnam tan i huaisen tawk em? Thudik tan turin i huaisen tawk em? Dikna avanga rethei a, mualpho a, dawihzep leh mi a nih hming pu khawp hial turin i huaisen tawk em? Heng zawhna te hi i lo inzawt ve thin dawn nia.

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*He article hi Central Jail chhunga dt 16th Dec, 2003 a ka ziah a ni a. Jail chhunga ka ziah tih ka rawn tarlan tel kher nachhan chu khawi hmunah pawh, Jail chhungah pawh awm ila ngaihtuahna leh hun hi a tha zawngin a hman ve theih a ni tih hi rawn tarlan ka duh vang pakhat a ni a. Ka Jail tan ve rawn sawi ropui ka tumna lam a ni lo tih kha min lo hriat sak ula ka duh viau bawk a ni.