Fa pahnih nei in phai ah kan chhungkua in kan awm a, vanduaithlak tak in ka pa (father-in-law) hi kidney failure a vang in Vellore ah kal a ngai a. Kan pa a hna ah a buai si a kalpui thei ber chu keimah ka ni si a, tichuan ka u (keima nu fa bik) ka chah tla a ,ka fa te min lo enkawl sak tur in. Tichuan ka pa te nen Vellore a in hmu turin ka chhuak ta a. Thla khat vel ka han cham a, ka lung pawh a leng hle a, ka pa te chu Aizawl lam pan in an haw a, kei Mumbai lam pan in ka thlawk thla ve a. Ka pasal hi ka haw dawn tih ka hrilh lova ka surprise duh a vang in.
Kan in chu zing dar 7:45am vel ah ka thleng a, kan maid in kawng min lo hawn a. Ka fa te pawh an lo la mu a mahse ka kaitho lem lova, chuan kan room ka lut thla chu I found my beloved husband cuddled up with my sister! Both are still sleeping of course!
Kha tih lai a ka rilru kha a blank vek in ka hria, engmah sawi lo chuan ka fa te ka kai tho a, ka in pack sawk sawk a, Delhi ka pan pui a. Now I am in my friends place, I haven’t called up any of my parents from both sides.
In puih ka ngaih na em em chu ka next step hi enge ni dawn pawh ka hre lo! Ka fa te lah chuan an pa an la ngai em em zui. My money is running out I am jobless, on top of that my elder daughter(aged 7) is not in school and she was in the middle of her academic year.
ka post poh hi a buai nuaih in ka hria. By the way ka chhungte ka hrilh loh nachhan chu ka zak a, ka pa ka hrilh chuan ka nu chung ah a tuan anga, ka u hi ka nu fabik a nih a vang in, ka in-laws te chu ka pa a la dam lo em em a, hetiang news hi ka pan a tuar zo lo ang tih ka hlau bawk si.
Thih daih hi ka chak a, ka rilru a na ngawih ngawih a. Kan pa hi hmangaih em em a ka neih, hetianga a awm hi ka ring phak ngai lo a mak ka ti ka hrilhhai, engmah sawi tur poh hi ka hre lo. Ka u hi ka ngaih em em, min hmangaih em em tu ni thin a nia khawvela ka mi hmangaih pahnih ka chan a ni ber. Ka fa te vang chauh in ka la dam tawk tawk.
I must have really failed as a wife! Keimah hi ka in sit ngawih ngawih, nupui fel tak leh kan pa tilawm thiam tak ni i la, kan pa hian heting thil hi a ti lovanga, ka u hi ti lawm thiam tak a nau duh ang tak ni ila, tiang hian ka chung ah a ti lo bawk ang. Ka fa te tan nu nih ka tlin leh tlin loh tur hi ka hre lo mahse ka hmangaih a, an tan engpawh ka huam mahse kawng ka bo em em a ni. Tawngtai hi a harsa ka tan chuan tun ah rih chuan. Pathian nen kan in hlat ngawih ngawih.
misual.com hi ka lo chhiar ve thin a, miin in pui nasa ka tia, ka fav.pastime a ni hial awm e he blog a thil chhiar hi. So you beautiful souls tell me something that can help me!
June 13th, 2008 at 3:35 pm
@Chhingmami:
nimin dinner ei hma lawk in i post hi ka chhiara, ka chawiei pawh a ti tui lo hial a..a vang chu i thil tawn ang deuh hi ka lo tawn ve tawh avang in :(. Ka lainat che in i fate pawh an khawngaihthlak hle mai. Many question going on in my mind. He thil thleng ah hian nangmah in thiam loh tur engmah a awm lova, midang in advice thatha pawh an lo pek tawh che khi.
Amaherawh chu, engmah sawilova, in pack sawksawka i fate i kal bo pui mai hi decision i siam rang deuh in ka hria a, i fate hian an hriatthiam tura i hrilhfiah thiam a ngai dawn khawp mai. I rilru natlai tak anih a vang in tun ah tak chuan ngaihdam mai thei chu i nih ka ring bik lo. Mahse, i fa te tan ngaihtuah in, in pa hi contact leh hram tur in ka fuih duh che. I duh tak a i neih i pasal hi nidanga lerhngai lo leh rinawm mi a nih chuan leh, kha thil thleng kha a voikhatna te a nih phei chuan, ngaidam theila ka van ti che em!
i got so much more to tell you but i would prefer it if you would write to me. Please feel free to contact me at this mail address: jmling@rediffmail.com . I would be happy to help you in anyway i can.
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June 13th, 2008 at 3:36 pm
Ka lo chhiar ve chauh mai a. I rilru natdan tur leh, hah dan tur te chu ka hriatthiam pui rual loh khawpin nangmahah chuan a thawk ngeiin ka ring. Mahse, rilru fim leh ngaihtuahna kulmuk hmang thei hram hram la a duhawm hle mai. A hmasa berin Pathian hnenah inhlan fo la. Chu chuan ngaihtuahna felfai a neih tir ngei ang che.
Kan Pathian thu chuan phuba lak a phal lo va, a awih hek lo. Mahse, phuba latu erawh a mah Pathian ngei chu a ni. Chuvang ama kuta dah mai turin min ti a.
Leviticus 19:18 ah chuan Phuba i la tur a ni lo va, tih te kan hmu a, mahse phuba chu aman tha a tih angin a la dawn zawk a lo ni.
Rom 12:19 ah chuan, phuba la suh ula, Pathian thinurna kian zawk rawh u, “Phuba reng reng keima lak tur a ni, keiman ka thungrul ang, a ti thung a. Phaba la a, thungrul tur chu Pathian ngei chu a ni.
Eng ti chiahin nge, phuba chu a lak dawn kan hre lo, mahse, a nin tha a tih ang leh tul a tih angin a la mai dawn a. Kum khuaa nun hlim tawhlohna tur rilru lama phuba pawh a ni mahna. Pathian rawn fo hi a fuh ber thin.
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June 13th, 2008 at 4:52 pm
Filipino nge Thai nu thinthawk pawh khan a pasal lerh lutuk sazu a tan sak a a paih bo hmiah mai sin. Phuba la ta rau rau na thei ang ber, an in chhir rawihna tura lak tur. Jail ah kum hnihkhat vel tang turin in buatsaih bawk la. Lawyer tha deuh i neih phei chuan I pasal hur kawh uire vang in puh zaih anga mawms. Sounds like a plan innit?
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June 13th, 2008 at 5:46 pm
A pawi ka ti a, i tawrh hi a nat dan tur kei chuan ka hrethiam pha lul lo vang; a tuartu ka ni lo va, hetiang dinhmunah hian ka la ding lo va, vannei pawh ka inti khawp mai.
A hmasa bera i mamawh chu i rilrua awm zawng zawng i share theihna tur mihring a ni. Mahse, hetiang mi hi a hnua ngainat zui an awl em avangin leh khurbinpui theih anih avangin thlan fimkhur a pawimawh khawp ang.
Pawisa i neih loh avangin mangang lo la, i thinlung hliam damna tur ngaihtuah hmasak a tul ang.
Tawngtai harsa i ti viau ang, mahse tilui hram hram rawh. Tuna i thiltawn kha remchanga la-in sual kawnga hnuklut duhtu che i bulah a awm reng tih hre bawk rawh. Ka khawngaih che a. Mipa ni tho mah ila mipa/hmeichhe ler leh rinawm lo tluka ngaihtheih loh ka nei lo. Ka lo tawngtaipui a che. Rinnaah ding nghet tlat la, thil tha lo lamah i rilru hmang suh.
Phuba lak duhna i nei a, mahse, ngaihtuah lehzual a, nghak rawh. Harsa ti mah la nghak hram hram ang che. Dawhtheihna a pawimawh a, rilru fim hman tum hram hram ang che.
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June 14th, 2008 at 1:25 pm
Revenge is not an answer
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June 15th, 2008 at 3:13 am
chhingmam i pasal i hmangaih chuan phuba la lo zawk la ka ti khawp mai, i pasal a nih zia kha i sis kha i hriat tir zawk a ngai a nih kha, i tawn ang hi ka thiannu in a tawng a a ngai dam hmiah a a sis pawh chuan pasal dang a nei a an ni pawh chu an in nei tha leh a tun ah hian fa an neih belh leh chiah a ni mahse i let leh a nih pawh in i sis chu hla tak ah awm tir tawh rawh a hmel hmu tawh suh i rilru a na ziah dawn a hmuh loh kha damdawi a ni mai i hmangaih em em duh tak a i neih a nih avangin phuba la lul lo turin ka ngen ngawih ngawih che i pasal hian a tih sual liau liau pawh a ni thei ve tho a nia, mipa leh hmeichhia te hi turu tak tak kan tam em bawk a ni he khawvel ah hian a rapthlak teh zawng a nih hi.
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June 15th, 2008 at 7:01 am
Phuba chu Lalpa ta ani si a.
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June 15th, 2008 at 12:12 pm
Pu H.V i va buai hmel ve aw vang bawk si .
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June 16th, 2008 at 11:16 am
a lan danin, financially a independent i nih hmel lo a, chuvang chuan fimkhur taka i chet a ngai ang. Mizoram sawrkhar khan, inneihna khohran a mi poh register theih ati tawh a, DC office ah emo va zawt chiang la, i certificate hmang khan Indian Christian marriage Act in register la, tichuan Divorce case i file a nga, a income chanve leh i fate i ompui chuan i fate chawmna tur leh in inneih laia in inkhawl kha in sem thei a nga, a character a that loh avangin khami based khan i fate chu claim la, i damchhungin a mawhphurhna i ni ang, chu chu i revenge lak theih dan ber a ni. Mahse, mizo innneih dan mai mai kha chuan engteh vak mah i entitle lo a, In pa hnenah chuan kir leh la, ” Rul anga fingi’n Thuro anga nunmem in ” va om la. Biakinahin innehna certificate hmang khan , court a i register hma lo chu fimkhur ang che !!
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June 19th, 2008 at 2:26 pm
plzz send me your detail
puia_ap1@yahoo.co.in
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May 28th, 2009 at 12:04 am
Chhingmam,
I chan chin hi tunah ka hai chhuak ve chauh a, engtin zel nge inawm ? Puih che hi ka hreh lo. enge in din hmun lah ka hre zui si lo. Engtia puih nge i duh.? Ka mailah hian min rawn hrilh teh. Chuan kan in contact dawn nia. Ka tlai lutuk hi min ngai dam dawn nia. eagle_eye1966@yahoo.co.in
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May 28th, 2009 at 4:58 pm
Misual ho i confide ta sa sa a, direct in puih thei lo mah i lang, engtin nge thil a kal zel, a logical conclusion hriat a va chak awm ve le …..Chhingmam, misual ho i ba zawng ka ti ngam chiah lo deuh e …
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