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“CONFESSION”

I

I was kind of hoping that I would get your message -
Telling me how you reach home safely.
Or am I expecting too much?

I’m the one, who made the first mistake,
And now I’m pleading and begs for forgiveness
for all the embarrassment I’d caused you.
My lonely heart pants and craved,
‘tis my desire – to be near you.
Is that too much to ask from me?

Dreams vanish in thin air upon whisk of time,
And skies upon clouds with emptiness befalling me.
Thoughts wondering upon the hollow night,
Sinking in the deep charm of your heart;
¬¬My wish, my want: your heart – Minikin!
I’ve realized my mistake and the hurt I’d caused you
and am prepared to make for what I’d done:
Prepared to give up what I’ve lived for:
‘tis a prior of mine; to denounce my all,
to win back your heart.
For my heart ails under depression, maimed by burden!
Confused and let down by all -
that so ‘cause I’m expecting too much.

Forgetting to regret a ransack in’ desire I ought foresight.
Tho’ at times, thoughts entered my mind-
If ‘tis what’s Love supposed and meant to be,
Then I don’t want to fall in love, to be rejected by all.
Alas! My love for you remain strong as ever,
what can I do a fury’s just:
But all my world will darken if you sever.
To blow new blossom in a mount of dust!
All that thee required; my …***… , I’ll do and more!
If what thee asked left room for more.
Thus, time will heal its wound and leaves no scar,
and I’ll be yours and you: mine more than ever -
then, you’ll know what my true feelings are.

II

Since I now know the pain of losing you.
But still, am I asking for too much?
Mistakes can often teach someone a lot.

So please give me a chance before we are through!
To confess my true feelings : to clarify thee.
Aye me!!! When will it end?
Thy seasoned sorrow!!!

Of unforgiven trespass as of Old.
Until one day it was too late to reignite thy heart
Of all the punishment and my disgrace,
my regret at losing you has hurt me most.
Insults and humiliations ne’er hurt painer than losing you.
I know – I must had hurt you,
‘cause you pain,
I knew that I’ve lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again:
Reconciling you.
To pulverize my carelessness and lust!
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.

‘Tis true, sometimes we’d to lose what we most cherished,
to understand how much we are in need.
Now my need for you grew stronger than before,
forgive me for what cannot be forgiven!
Restore the love I once squandered.
I cannot plead for what I cannot fathom!
Least the value I most craved.

I can’t think of you to know and just don’t care
I guess thou just don’t know how much it hurts.
From this midst of wilderness and dissertations.
Love will shadow everything I do
Missing you my heart will be marooned.
In times, of course thy feelings can adjust -
Such pain cannot forever be sustained!

III

Behold, a dawn’s break I summon
My love for you leaves space for none.
‘tis my desire’s beat and I feel it constantly!

I respect the choice you made and all that you decide.
But I’d like you to know …***… beautily precious,
I want you to pace with me by my side.
Eventually you’ll understand that I loved you.
And I’ll be like saplings planted in your yard
that provides shade from the scorching pain.

I know if I’ll be a bit patient; you’ll be mine.
The thoughts of letting you go so tortures me
I’d rather led my anguish run.
I’m no longer who I thought to be,
My body, my heart, my soul -
will forever be yours completely?
In all the passions and desires, in all the faith restores.

So, do not push me away to be far apart from you.
Jealous of the past!!!
And we in our embrace shall dance to music that’ll last.
Winter is my fear of losing you-
And that spring is the hope I ne’er will….
I know I led you to expect far more than I could give
before I had the strength to know just how I want to live.
The fault is mine ……all mine!

And so I must ask of your forgiveness -
Please don’t walk away from me:
In anger or in pain for in our mutual respect-
“we both had much to gain”.
So, I beg you or its ‘Malaproso’s linger’.
Before one told the other who agreed at last that it died!!
As unremitting past – as deep and inconsolable, unbearable regret.
I hamper to decree ‘tis unfinished tale,
Before old feelings perish like treeless roots to die beneath,
where they die underneath “Gaya’s Art”: Unknown.
My place been uncertain in vain.

———— T O Y ————–

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