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Zen a rei tawh a, ka han hawi chhuak a, chhawrthlapui lah chuan ka rumna leh manganna min hriatpui ve lo tih hriat fahran hian a mawina eng nen a pe un mai si a, ka bula mu, kum 25 chhung ka pasal ni mek chu ka en a, ka lainat a mahse ka thil tum hi hmana tanga ka lo tum tawh anih avang leh kum kha leh chen keima bila thil ka tih tawh loh hnu a keima bil liau liau a midang ngaihdan leh ka mualpho dan tur pawh dawn lova ka lo tum tawh anih avangin thulh ka tumlo.

Mama leh mami te room lam panin ka va kal a, an unau a tui taka an muhil hmel ka hmuh chuan ka lung ati chhia a, ka biangah mittui alo lung a, mahse khawvel ngaih pawhin piutling a chhiar theih an nih ve tawh avangin min dem bik ka ring lo..

Ka ngaihtuahna chu a buai map a, mahse he khawvel ah hian ka hlimna tur ka ngaihtuah ve hi demawm em em in ka inhre biklo…

<Tichuan kan nupa room ah chuan lutin mittui tla chunga ka lehkhathawn hnuhnung ka ziah hnu chuan, kan chaw ei dawhkan ah dahin thawm dim deuhin ka chhuak ta a..

TO,
Ka Pasal…
Zing I lo tho anga, I bulah ka mulo tih I hmuh pawhin min zawng lem lo ang, dan pangngai a khuma I thingpui in tur siama ka buai anihringin mi nghak anga, reilo te hnu ah mi au anga, chhang tur che ka awm tawh dawnloh avangin, thinrim deuhin I rawn tho chhuak anga, he lehkha hi hmuin mak iti in I mittui a tla hial mai thei, mahse kei chuan ka ringlo..I thin erawh a rim ang,ka demlo che, min zawn tum loin, ngaihtuahna nasa tak nen he lehkha erawh hi chu ilo chhiar chhuak dawn nia..

A hmasa in I ngaihdamna ka dil e, kum 25 lai mai I nupui ina heti maia nangmah leh kan fate ka kalsan hi min dem ani mai thei, mahse mihring vetho ka ni asin, I tana I hlimna tura ka thil tih zawng zawng te kha han chhut chin la, ka tana, ka hlimna tura I thil tih han chhut ve chin the, inbuk tawklo I tih ve tho ka ring..

Kan inneih khan mahnia ngaihdan pawh la nei ngamlo khawpa nula kum 20 mi ngawichawi leh zakzum ka niin, ka nu leh pate thu awiin ka nei ta che a, ka pasal ilo nit a in ka theihtawpa I nuna hlimna thlenhi ka hmachhawp ani tih hriain nitin, zantin I tan ka thawk thin..Nang erawh chuan chung ka lo beih hah vena chu mena min khung sakin, hmeichhia ka nih avanga ka nuna bet tel ve niin min ngaihsak a, ka thu I ngaithla ngai loin mi ngaih pawimawh sak ngai hek lo..

Kum 23 liam tawh mahse, tum khat 1988, march ni 16, nang chuan I hriat reng pawh ka ringlo..Mama paia ka rai lai khan ka naupai a chianglo nen Durtlang hospital a neih ka duhthu ka sawi a, min chhanna kha “ Hmeichhia in thu pawimawh ah thu an nei ve ngailo, ka nu leh pa thu thu ani mai” ti a min chhan kha, I tan chuan a ho maithei..

Ka tan erawh a na asin, kha I thil sawi khan in keimah leh keimah mi in ngaihnep tir a, kum lamah ka la naupang bawk nen ka rilru ana asin..I fa, kan Fa tur paiin thla 9 nuam samlo in ka awm a, ka neihna tur hmun pawh thlang theilo a ka awm khan ka thin ati na asin..I nu leh pa, Ka nu leh pa te thu kha ka zahlo anilo a,ka ngaihdan ka sawi ani ve mai a, kha I tawngkam hman khan mi I dah pawimawh loh zia min hriattir a,hei kum 22 lai a liam hnu ah pawh ila ngai reng anih hi..

Mizo mipa I inti a, I inla pa a, mahse ka hrilh a che , Hmeichhia te hian awm nem zawk kan nihna kan hria a, mipa tehi kan lu ni tura Pathianin a ruat in ni tih hi kan pawm mahse “ Mipa tena in rahbeh a in hmuhsit tur hi kanni biklo asin, Pathian in in rawngbawl turin min ruat a, mahse kan rawng pawh in bawl let ve a, kan hlimna leh ngaihdan te in ngaih pawimawh ve hi Pathian duhdan pawh anioh ka ring” ka sawi ang chuan awm pawh ni ula ,Mipa te hlutna leh dinhmun hi a dang dawn chaunglo asin, Hmeichhe lu chu Mipa ani si a..

Nang erawh chuan mizo mipa tam tak te angin chung chu i hmuh hmaih si..Eizawng tu I nihna te hi I chhuangin nang erawh chuan chu pawh chu I chhuang ani tih I hrethaim peklo ang…Zing I tho a, khumah thingpui leh chanchinbu ka pe che a, rawng ka bawl zuiin, office I tlai hlau reng rengin zing tin ka phe buai a, I thawmhnaw, pheikhawk nawt paha zingtin rawngbawl paha phet buai chu ka khawvel ani si,

Chhunah ni se insuk,intihfai neuh neuh nen hun ka hmang liam a, tlai I rawn haw a, I chauh thu sawi pah in ka vanneihzia, nilenga mut hahdam chu a nawm tur zia te chu ti el chungin min tawngkhum nitin a, chaw ei hunah lah I chawhmeh duhzawng siamloh hlauin rawng ka bawl a,..

Alu hi a phek zawnga zai I duh tih te, Bai ah chuan a so hma a soda thlak I duh tih te, behlawi hi buh thlak hnu a chingal thlak I duh tih chenin ka hria asin..Nang erawh ka chawhmeh duhawng miin zawt ta che sela I chhan theih ka ringlo..I rngaihdanah chuan rawng hi ka bawl thiamlo a nia nge, 1996 October thla a, I pate a te chaw an rawn ei a, ka bawkbawn bai tui I tih thu I sawi bak kha vawikhatmah ka chawhmeh siam hi I la faklo asin, hechiang min ti em??

Mama te unau an rawn piang a, kan chhangchhiat vanglai leh ka nawmsam loh lai pawhin vawi khat pawh nau zun I thlaklo in, nauek vawi khat pawh I su silo..Nia I ngaihdanah chuan Mipa hna anilo in, inchhungkhura hna thawh hi apa lo in mipa I nihna kha a hniam phah in I ngai si…Naupang anlo lian a, Kg an kal atanga BA an kal tleng in an zirlai enpui I tum sio, Nia I tan chuan Nu tihtur a ni a, nang chu eizawng tu ini tlat…

Ka sawi thui lutuk dawn, duhtawk dawn mai ang, Ka sawi tum zawk erawh chu, Ka chunga ka thil sawi zawng zawng khi ka nin avanga he thil hi ti ka nilo tih min hriatsak ang che, pasal te tana thawh a fate enkawl chu a nuam asin, Amaherwh chu ka pasal I nihna anga duat ka phu ve na te, I Fate nu ka nihna anga min ngaihhlut ve na tur zawng zawng ni a ka ngaihna te hi ka hlimna tur ani tih I hrelo mai nilo in I hmaih a, I sual vang chu niin ka hrelo..

Mahse nang MIPA tak mai khan I ngaihtuah phalo ania nge, chuvang chuan hei mama te unau pawh an puitling in zirna kawng leh nun kawng ah pawh mi ngaih ah mifel anni ve a, Ka theih anga Pathian thu nena ka kaihhruaina te nen chuan an ngaihtuah awmloh in ka ring, ka hlimna tur ngaihtuah a hmun dang a kal a hlimna zawn hi he khawvel ka chhuahsan hma hian ka chak a, Ka hlimna tur zawngin ka kalsan ta mai che u ani e, ka hmuh leh hmuhloh chu thuhran, min ngaihtuah suh ang che u..Mama te unau kha lo hnem ang che, an tur thiamlo viau ange, nang chu ka ngaihtuahlo che MIPA ini si a..

Dam takin le,
I nupui thin

Momma never seemed to miss the finer things in life If she did,
she never did say so to daddy
She never wanted to be more than mother and a wife If she did,
she never did say so to daddy
The only things that seemed to be important in her life
Was to make our house a home and make us happy Momma never wanted anymore than what she had
If she did, she never did say so to daddy
He often left her all alone She didn’t mind the stayin’ home
If she did, she never did say so to daddy
And she never missed the flowers And the gifts he never gave
If she did, she never did say so to daddy
Being took for granted was a thing that she accepted
And she didn’t need those things to make her happy
: She didn’t even seem to notice That he didn’t kiss and hold her
If she did, she never did say so to daddy
One morning we awoke Just to find the note
That momma carefully wrote And left to daddy
And as he began to read it Our ears could not believe it
The words that she had written there to daddy
She said our kids are old enough And they don’t need me very much
So I’ve gone in search for love I need so badly
I have needed you so long But I just can’t keep holdin’ on
She never meant to come back home I
f she did, she never did say so to daddy
Momma’s gone Good-bye to daddy

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