– H.zate ( Ni 28January 2014), Hmar Rûn
Kum 2010, October thla Pathianni vawikhatna Tlailam ani a, Ka Ṭhianpa nen chuan Thingdawl Venglai PCI Biak In kawta Bung hnuai a Ṭhutna ah chuan kan ṭhu a. Thil eng eng emaw sawiin kan ti ti a, chutihlaitak chuan Kâwn veng lam aṭang chuan Ka mit la em em mai hi a rawn kal chho a. ka en a, ka mit reng ka la sawn thei lo. Ka thiante min biak pawh ka hrelo . ka hriatloh hlan chuan kan bul lawkah alo dig ran tawh a, ka lo en nasa deuh nge a zak chu a nui lek lek thin a. rei vaklo kan awmna a a din hnu chuan a thiante rawn kalin Biak In ah an lut a. an luh hnu chuan ka Thianpa chu a hming te ka zawt a, a lo hrechiang khawp mai a, a hming te min hrilh hnu chuan I duh deuh ani maw? Tih leh min chhaih a rual ta nghal a, kei chuan ka duhloh thu a chhangin “Khatiang naupang anih kha “ ka ti zui a, Biak In ah chuan kan lut ve ta a.
Biak In ah pawh chuan engdang ka ngaihtuah theilo, a rukin ka zawng a, Ka en a, ka mitsir reng a, kan mit a intawh lahin a la sawn hmasa ah ka tang leh si. Ka en a, ka en ngawih ngawih ani deuh ber mai, sakei sazuk thlir te pawh ka ang a, a hriatloh hlan khan mitthla lo lêkin ka lo thlir reng si. Hemi zan inkhawm ber kher hi chu engdangmah ka ngaihtuah lova engmah ka hre heklo. Pathian thu an sawi kha engmah ka hrelova, tunge tantu, tunge thusawi tih vel ai chuan a bahsam seihniang leh a mitmu nalh zia vel kha ka hre zawk a, a mitmeng davâ mai te kha ava han nalh tehreng em. Inkhawm kan bang a, amah lo chu ka rilru ah engmah a awmlo. Ka thianpa in a bialnu min rîm pui a, tunhma zawng a titi vawrhtu ber kha ka ngawi chut chut a, Hmelthate-I chu ka ngaihtuah neuh neuh ringawt mai ani. Hun khaleh chen a piangve tih pawh hrelovin hlimtakin hun ka lo hmang tawh a tuna taka ka han buai tatlat mai chuh! Ka awm mai mai theilo, kathianpa chu an in ka zawt a len ka rawt ta mai a, mahse, thil a buaithlak tlat, in leng ala nei ngailo. Pawilo,a inleng hmasa ber kan ni mai alawm” tiin an in chu kan pan ta rawih a. An in kawt kan thlen chuan lut hmasa ngam kan awm ta tlatlo.kan innawr kan innawr mai a , a tawpah chuan thapui a beiin ka thianpa chuan min nawr lut thei hram a. An in kan han lut chu a nu hi alo thu vung a, mahse a fel phian min lo be mawlh mawlh a, darker chanve dawn kan insawi hnu chuan min hre thei hram a, ava han tihzia tak em!!
Kan insawi fe hnu chuan a fanu chu kan awmna lama thu ve tur chuan a ko phei ta a, kan story chu a intan ta a.
A rawn thu a, a hming leh a zir tawh te ka zawt a, a hmui fawhloh tura uihawm hliah hliah chu chip reng bik lovin a aw fiah kak mai chuan min chhang a. Pawl kua zirin Thingdawl High School ah a kal a, kei 12 niin JNV Hailakandi ah ka kal thung. Ka ngaihtuah chuan kan klas leh kum chu a inthlau ve hle a. ka chhang chhang leh rual chauh ani. Mahse, hmeichhia hi chu hmeichhia an lo ni e. ka lakah chuan zah a tum derlo, a mit a ka en pawh chuan lasawn duh cheilo. “Khatiang khan min melh reng suh” ti a khi sen sen pah chuan ka darah min rawn beng taih a. “aw, min beng hlum tawp mahla ka dem awm silo che a” tiin ka ngaihtuah reuh a. ka thianpa chu ka dinglam ah thuin, kan nula I chu ka piah, veilam a thutthlengah a thu a, a nu chu ka thianpa dinglamah a thu ve thung. Ka zak deuh bawk si, nuam ka ti deuh bawk si, inthlahrung leh zak deuh si chuan kana wm reng a, thil eng eng emawni hi kan sawi kan sawi a, ka hriatloh hlanin zan dar 8:30 alo ri der tawh mai. Zankhatna a rei deuh len chuan min ning ka hlau a, khamlotak chung chuan tinzai kan rel ta a. A nu chuan “rawn leng leh r’u aw” a ti a, “awle, mangtha ule” tih pah chuan kan haw ta a. An in kan chhuahsan a, kawngka thleng min rawn thlah lai a a mitmeng te kha a va han nalh tehlul em.
Kan hawchho a, ka duhzia leh a thatzia ka sawi chho nuah nuah a, ka thianpa lah chuan “ khatiang naupang, hmanni lawka berbie la khal thin anih kha” min tih sak then a, thian pawh a in an loh theih hle mai. Muangchang a chho in kan in kan thleng a, ka thiana ch mangtha in ka thlahliam a, laikhum belhzai ka rel ve ta a.
Khum ka bel a, mut ka han tum a, ka mu thei mai lo. A hmel mawlh mai kha, a hmel te kha. Kan tetlai leh an venga kan awmlai khan hetiang em a hmeltha ani ang tih lo hrelawk ilang chuan a tetlai atang tawh khan ‘suankual ka dah’ ang mawle. Ka han tawngtai a, ngaihzawng chu ka nupui ngei tur leh ama remruatna leh rem tih ang ngei chu ka dil ve. Mahse, rilru erawh chuan duh alo thlang fel der tawh si. Pathian duhzawng leh remruat kha he Nu hi nih tir phet ka tum tawh zawk si ! ! A pianzia leh mitmeng, a bahsam leh chwnban leh zeizia te hian kei mimawl lung hi a dum tlu ngang mai a, ani aia tha hi aw thei hian ka ringlo. A hmui senno chak mai, sathau eizo hlim emaw tih tur khawm a mawm hlap mai te, a hnar ngul ding vah mai, a bahsam thlahniang te, a sanzawng tawk em em mai leh zun leh ek neilo ni mai awm a a fuke no leh a mal vawng tha te chu ka tan hian a mawi chuangin ka lung adum ngei mai. Ka mitah chuan an sawi hmeltha Lalnu Thelma leh Aigupta Lalnu Cleopetra te pawh hi ani ai hi chuan an hmeltha bik chuangin ka ringlo. A hmel chuan pawi hi a sawilo hliah hliah a, sual hrelo awmin a mawi a, rilru chhiah leh rilru sual pu thei hian a mawi mawlhlo. A chetzia nungchang leh hawiher reng a mawi a, a thiante zingah pawh a langlarh bikin midang pawh hian tha anti ve hle thin.
Kei Puja chawlh hmang ka ni a, ani chuan chawlh a nei ve lo. Chhunah sikul a kal a, kei a rem rem thawkin ka inhlawh ve thin. Zantin ka leng a, a bula awm a nuamin min ngaihsak a. hetiang reng reng a ka rilru luahtu ka la tawng ngailo a, ka tawng tawh ngai bawk hek lovang. A chhan chu “Hmangaih hmasa ber chu rilru ah a thi theilo” anlo ti si a. Chutia zantin sazaw rahtlan tlan taka ka rim sek hnu chuan zankhat chu ka lo nghahhlel em em mai, mutmawh men mawh a ka lo hman a, ka rilru kam u tut thintu, hriat ka chak a, ka huphurh bawk si, a ngaihdan chu min hrilh ve ta a. “KA HMANGAIH CHE” tiin… ka va han hlim tak em, kawihher nawk a a hmuiah khan fawh nghal mai ka duh, mahse, ka insum hram a, a nu kan piah lawkah a awm vet lat si. A la reiloh tehreng nenzan dar 9:00 alo ri leh der tawh. Haw zai ka rel a, kawngka bul mai chu ka chang tawh biklo, an kawmchhak thimlai thleng min rawn thlah a, kal leh mai tum a a inher lai chuan a kutah chelhin ka pawt her a, ka kuai a, a hmui no em em mai ah chuan ka fawp sak a, ka fawp ta ngei asin. In khamlo leh in ninglotak chuan kan inthlahliam ta a.
A sei lutuk lohnan sawi pur pur tawh mai ila. Tichuan kan in ngaizawng chu a nit a der a, thian satliah chu kan ni tawhlo tih pawh a nu chuan min hr eve tawhin ka hria. An ina ka len chang pawh hian a lo awmloh pawhin anu chuan tha taka min ti ti puiin a fanu chu naupang mai ala nih thu leh nundan leh hringnun lamtluang zawhdan la thiamlo anih vangin kal-rem dan zirtir turin min fuih fo thin. Anu in min rin em vang hi ani mahna, achungah rilru chhia ka pu theilo a, kan pahnih chauh a kan awm chang pawh hian kan infawp tih loh chu engmah kan ti ngailo. A hma a ka fawh chak tehlul nen infawh hi awmzia tak taka lo awmlo a, zankhat a infawh ngun lutuk phei chuan a da-lup a a hne awm zawk.
October zan hnuhnung ber ani a, kan pahnih chauhin an kawmthlang theihai bukhnuaiah kan thu a, ka kuaha, thil eng eng emawni sawiin rinawmna kan intiam a, kan sikul chawlh a zo tawh a, luh hun anih tawh avangin inthlahna kan siam a, ka dinglamin ka kuah a, ka lama kuai pheiin a hmuiah ka fawp a, ka kut hlei telh telh a, a kawr nghawng ah zen lutin a tangnem mar ralh mai, tuma la khawihloh chu ka khawih a, a khur der der a, engmah phei chu a sawilo,a hnute chu ka khal a, a hmur a rawn mar ta at mai a, a hmuiah ka fawp mawlh mawlh a, kan in ham bawrh bawrh a, pachak inchei emaw tih mai turin kan inkuah tawn tawn mai a. chutia mipa leh hmeichhia han in kuahchuan taksa a rawn lum a, ka kawhte chu a rawn khawng ta at mai, a mamawh chu ka hailo, keuh tluk a suasam mai ka duh, ka sa pup pup hian ka in hria. Mahse, ka hmangaih miau si a, ka hmangaih ber hi a thianghlimna tichhia nula thianghlimlo ah chhuah ka tumlo. Khamlo leh thaw lum pap pap chung chuan ka kut ka thlah a, “duhtawk ang “ ka ti a. ka fawp leh zauh a, ka haw ta a.
A tuk zing ani a, sikul lama ka kal a hun a, ka kal a, lungleng em em chuan JNV Hailakandi chu ka lut a, ka rilru ah Thingdawl Tleitiri lo chu engmah a awm theilo. Ka thiante pawh chuan mak min tia, ka awmdan chu an hrethiamlo hle. A tawpah chuan an insum zo tawhlo nge chaw ei tura ‘Dinning Hall’ kan pan lai chuan min zawt ta phawng mai a, ka hrilh ta hlawm a, ka thianpa puiroh chuan “ ‘Tleirawl leh Biri chu’ engnge an tih kha ? alo phansan ngei ang che. Chutah, hnanglova phuar thei dinhmun a I dinlaiin I phuarlo zui ani a” ati a, ka rilru chu a hah ve khawp mai. Rilru hah viau mahse awmzia a awm chuang silo. “ vawikhat tal chu han keuh thal tur che nia” a tih zawm a, alo ui khawp mai a. “I zang a zaw anilo maw?” ati a, “zaw bik nang, ka insum mawle” tiin ka chhang a. Dinning Hall kan lut a, chaw kan eilai pawh chuan “u hav lost a great opportunity” tih bak a sawilo. Chaw kan eikham a, kan haw phei a, min fiam in min chhaih sup sup hlawm a, a nuamlo duh khawp mai.
Hun leh ni a ral a, krismas ani a, Board Class kan nih vangin ka haw ve thei silo. Phone ka neilo, ken luh phal ani bawk silo. A chang chang chuan a nu phone ah kan zirtirtute phone hmangin ka be ve thin, mahse, zirtirtute an awm ve reng a, engvak sawi theih ani silo. Lungleng reng reng chuan hun ka hmang a, lungngailo tur leh ka haw hunah hun hlimawmtak kan hman zawk theihnan tha taka lehkha zir turin min fuih ve thin. Krismas a zo a, kumthar ani a, lungleng reng reng chuan hun ka hmang a, march a rawn ni a, kan ekzam a, ekzam kan zo a, ka haw ve ta a, a tawp a tawpah chuan Navodaya Hringnun chu ka mangtha thei ta hram a.
ka haw a, kan khua ka thleng a, Phone ka lei chho nghal a, zanah chuan ka call a,tha deuhin min chhang a, ka len duh thu ka hrilh a, ka zuk leng ta a. ka rin ang anilo, mi 3 hi anlo leng ve a, ka luh hma chiahin an lo lut hi alo ni a. ka han lut thut chu min en hraw hlawm a, engmah sawilo chuan ka thu ve reng a, ka beisei angin min lawm lo a, ka beisei angin min chhawn heklo. Lungawilo tak chung chuan ka haw ta a, a rawn fawn a, ka chhang a, mahse, engmah a ang chuanglo. “I mawl em mai, ngatinge I haw daih a, ka thiante annih kha, I rilru a te lutuk” min ti hrep zawk a. mak ka ti hle mai. Mak hi ka ti tawp theilo a tawngdan kha ka awihlo zawk. Khatiang awka vin kha a hmang ngailo asin. Lungdamlo deuh chuan kan in mangtha a.
A tuk ani a, a nu bawk chu ka fawn a, a nu chuan min chhang a, fawn a neih tawh thu leh ama nambar a be turin min ti a, a nambar chu min pe nghal a, engtik atangin nge aneih tih ka zawh chuan “January daih kha ani tawh” a ti a, “a thianten an leisak a” tiin a chhunzawm a, mak ka ti hle mai. Thil awmzia ka hre thiamlo, phone a nei a, min hrilh lo a, min rawn fawn ngai bawklo a, ka len pawhin min ngaihsak tha lo. Mak ka tiin ka rilru ana a, mahse, amah ka mawhchhiat phallo, athiannu, an kawmchhaknu hmu turin ka kal a, thil awmdan hrilhin thil awmzia ka zawt bawk a. a thiannu chuan a “hreh hle mah ila, I la hre awm tho si a” ti a tannin a sawi tan ta a. min lo kawp reng chu niin, krismas laikhan tuna a ngaihzawng nen hian intawngin sex te pawh an lo hmang dun fo tawh a, kei hi chu lehkha zir ka nih vangin ka thau sawr tumin min lo kawp mai mai kha alo ni a. ka rilru na lutuk chu ka bim mup mup a, ka chau vek ni ber hian ka hria.
Ka rilru ana in ka ngaihtuahna a buai a, theihnghilh ka tum a ka thei silo. Huat ka tum ka theilo. Ka thil tawh ah hian amah mawhchhiat theiloin keimah ka indem a, ka lo hmangaih kher kher chu ka inchhir a, mahse a sawt tawh silo. Inrinni zan ani a, inkhawmbanin ka fawn a, thil awmzia ka zawta “I zeilo em mai” tih chiahin min chhang. Kan inthen chu ani ta der mai. Na ka ti, ka hmangaih vang zawk ani tih hrethiamlo in Zeiloh vangah ngaiin duhthlanna diklo a thlang ani tih a inhrelo hian min tina lehzual. Ka hmangaih em em, fawh pawh ka fawh phal mangloh chuan pawnchhe hnawl takin min hnawl a, ka hmangaih miau a vangin amah ka dem phallo. Ka chunga a thil tih zawng zawng, ka biak chang a min chhan duhlo te leh thil engkimah chuan amah ka dem phallo, beiseina ka lo in siam san lutuk vang nia hria in keimah ka indem fo thin. Hun ka lo hman pui tawh ah khan keimah ka indem a, ka hlutna thapral ni hian ka inhria a, ka inchhir ngawih ngawih ni ber hian ka hria. Ka thianpa in “ I hmangaih vang ani tih a hrethiam chuang lovang, bei hmiah rawh” tia min hrilh te kha ka hrechhuak rum rum a, mahse, hemi kawngah hi chuan ka inchhirlo, nakin ah ka hmangaihzia hriatthiam tir tu ala nih ka ring tlat zawk a…
Kan inthen atanga thla thum ani a, Ka fawn a ri ral ral a, ka han en a, a thuthawn hi alo ni pek a “I dam maw,I Ngaihawm thin khawp mai” tih hi ani a, kei chuan “Dam e, Nang zawk a lawm ngaihawm”ka ti ve a. “Ka rai a” a rawn ti leh a, kei lah pek chu ka sual a chhuak thut a “Infawh in a rai theihlohzia chu a hrechiangtu kan ni e”tih chiah hi ka thawn let ve a. A hnu reilote ah chuan “I sual reuh em mai a”tih hi a rawn thawn leh a. “nang a lawm fel “tih chu thawn leh in thuthawn chu a thiante a hmuhtir ka hlau deuh a ka fawn ta zawk a, a la rang kher mai. Engkhaw sawi set set lo chuan “ehem, kha Kei aia zei I ngaizawng a I puar pep ani maw?!”ka ti a, “sual viau suh aw” min ti a, “Hmeichhia anih chuan ka lo nghaklian ang e”tiin ka dah ta zawk a. thuthawn lamah a tuan leh ta a , “ min tih dan chu ava na deuh ve” a rawn ti a, kei chuan “Bawihte, hmanah leh tunthleng hianilakha rilru chhia ka la pu ngailo. Ka tihdan che hi na itih chuan min tih dan kha ngaihtuah teh, ‘ANA ASIN’ , ka chan hi, kha zan kha ila hria em? October Ni 31 2010 zan kha. Kha zan ah khan tuna I fa pai mek siamtu ang tho hian chakna nei ve in I parmawi tlan a nawmsipbawlna khuma zalh ve che hi ka chak vet ho asin, mahse, chu ka chakna chu tih puitlin ai chuan I thatna zawk tur ngaihtuahin ka insum zawk asin. Tunah, hlim deuhin I rai thu min rawn hrilh a, hlim viau turah min ngai ani maw? thildang chu ka sawilo mai ang”. Ka ti a,fawn ka dah ta.
Hun a liam a, tlaikhat ka inhlawh haw lam chu kawnga ka kal lai hian ka hmangaihi chu a hnung a naute pua in tap chungin a rawn kal a, kahmulo der a, amah pawh chuan min hmuh chuan a leh hawi daih a, a pasal nen inhau in an inthen hi alo ni a. ka khawngaih khawp mai a, tihtheih ka nei tawh silo. Vawikhat pian ve mana nuthlawi neih ka tum silo, a chan chhiatzia ka hmuh chuan na ka ti a, ka khawngaih lutuk chu ka mittui a thla ve hial a. zawitein a hriat phakloh tur chuan “BAWIHTE, ANA ASIN, KAN CHAN HI” ka ti sap a, ka kalsan ta a..
H.zate
Hmar Rûn,
Thingdawl
https://www.hzate.wordpress.com/
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February 8th, 2014 at 4:35 pm
A tha reuh hle mai.
‘Pathian duhzawng leh remruat kha he Nu hi nih tir phet ka tum tawh zawk si ! !’ tih thu khian rilru a ti kal thui khawp mai. Thil reng reng hi kan duhzawnga kal turin Pathian hi kan dil thin chawk niin ka hria.
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February 9th, 2014 at 11:02 am
tha khawp mai
Sei deuh mahse chhiar a manhla khawp mai.
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February 11th, 2014 at 11:19 am
lawmawm thin e,,,,,,,,,,
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February 12th, 2014 at 9:54 am
A nat hmel hle mai.
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February 12th, 2014 at 5:20 pm
A va han ngaih nom tak em….
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February 13th, 2014 at 2:51 pm
aaaa…… engpawh ni se nangmah zawk pawh chu pawl 12 ,,…. a la hma ve deuh chu ka tiiiii
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February 13th, 2014 at 5:33 pm
“aw, min beng hlum tawp mahla ka dem awm silo che a” – haha ka duh top helai tak hi….ngaihnawm khawp mai….
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February 14th, 2014 at 8:24 pm
Tha lutuk, zirtir nei tha si, hmeichhe tam tak te hian an mahni hmangaihtu ten an hmangaihna avanga khawihchhiat an duh lo te hrethiam lovin. Pa lo tih leh zeilo tih an hlawhtlinna phah ve fo thin reng a ni. Mipa thenkhat chuan Pa lo nih leh zeilo nih ai chuan an ngaihzawng te an chetsualpui phah fo bawk.
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February 18th, 2014 at 10:13 am
A ngaihnawm reuh e.. Inngaihzawnna ah hian insum theihna neih hi a lo tha nia awww… “thil awmzia ka zawta “I zeilo em mai” tih chiahin min chhang” helai tak hian thil min ti hrechhuak zawk mai.. Keipawh ka hmeichhe duh ve hmasa ber chuan “zei loh” case vangin min duh lo..hahhahahahha.
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February 19th, 2014 at 10:22 pm
Tha hle mai
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March 5th, 2014 at 11:24 am
lawm e………..
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March 5th, 2014 at 12:25 pm
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