I was 17 when I saw you for the first time! My friends said go and ask her out but i don’t have the courage to do that. We passed out our school i was searching for college the day you feel that you liked me was the day i shone. But in what circumstances does that happen I thought you were my future wife!. I left you because i wanted you to be happy!. After all i don’t want to make you heart broken and you don’t know me who I am!!.
Since i was a childhood i have that feelings, people may tease me i was not that affectionate that time. In middle school the feelings became more and more! I was in high school and i had that dream the dream that i can have that chance!. I moved to the city when i was 16 i was alone yet the feeling is still same.! Now i’m 21 i am still afraid and confused. During the day i talked to you i was not fully concentrated on you I cannot really appreciate the beauty of woman because… i like men!!.